My friend wanted to introduce me to one of her single friends. Great! After the necessary facebook stalking took place, I decided that it'd be okay if I met him. According to my friend, he was a good guy, went to Bible college, wanted to be a preacher, but has a stable job--all good things in my opinion. Did I mention that he was H-h-h-h-ot?! Yes. Ladies, we're talking about an Abercrombie catalog worthy body and a good face, too.
So, I show up to a bar that I've never been to before. Of course, I come with some of my good girlfriends, so if it ends up being a flop, I'll have not wasted the drive there. We get there. I meet the guy. Pretty sure my friend whispered in his ear "This is the girl I was telling you about." So, we chat as much as any two people knowing they've been set up can in a loud bar. I was asking all of the questions ("What do you do? Do you like it? Where did you go to school? Do you live around here?). He was very good at talking about himself, but managed to get a few questions to me as well. All in all, I was satisfied with this initial conversation. After about 15 minutes, we parted ways for a bit. I stayed with my girls--we danced, drank, and chatted for about an hour and a half.
Then, the guy returns to where we are standing. At this point, he is tanked. I mean, it's obvious that he's become drunk, but he's not mean, or anything like that and is fairly coherent. So, he sits down next to me--really close to me actually. He proceeds to tell me that I'm intmidating because of my job and that I'm smart and that he doesn't know how to act around me. My reaction to this is just to tell him that I'm not intimidating and that I'm totally normal. I tell him that his job is not a joke (at this time he helped run/manage a fertilizing company) and that he's really nice. He then proceeds to bite my shoulder... then he kisses my neck. I mean, the door was WIDE OPEN for a make out, but I did not give in. I grabbed my friend and said bye. He didn't ask for my number.
A couple days later, I did what any girl would do and asked my friend if he said anything about me. He told her that he thought I was really nice and funny and fun to talk with and pretty. He also told her that he hoped he didn't blow it because he got drunk. This leads me to believe that he likes me, and I'm stoked! I facebook friend request him. He accepts immediately. So, the next week, I go to the same bar again in the hopes that I'd run into him. The funny thing is that he's there, but he does not come and talk to me. Literally an hour and a half goes by, and nothing. I know he saw me. So, I eventually go up and talk to him, and we chat for about 10 minutes. My goal that night was to leave knowing that I'd given him my number. Despite his (perhaps) unwillingness to come talk to me, I went up to him on my way out, told him I was leaving, and gave him my card. Not 10 minutes later, he texted me and said that he didn't want me to leave. WHAT.THE.F**K! Why the hell didn't he come talk to me then?!?!?
So, my schedule didn't allow me to back to that bar for a while, but we exchange a few text messages and facebook comments for a while. I went back to the bar, and we chatted but it just wasn't the same. He always acted a little nervous around me and talked himself up a lot. I just counted it as him trying to impress me... It was actually doing the opposite.
However, my hormones were getting the best of me, and I still put forth the effort in trying to get to know and really just putting myself out there. I mean, did I mention that he was really hot? At any rate, as time went on, this guy was not putting in the effort to get to know me, so I just let it go. Do I see him every once in a while? Yes. Am I overly friendly and a bit flirty? Yes. Does it get me ANYWHERE? No.
What I learned is that this guy only has the confidence to express himself to me when he's totally wasted and is nervous around me and stand-offish when he's not drunk. Is this flattering? Of course it is. But this will get me no where. The guy that's only in to you when he's drunk will only make you question yourself and your worth. I've wasted too much time on this guy because of that first night when he was definitely giving me the green light. He was drunk. That's why he was doing that. I made up too many excuses for him: he's insecure, he's shy, he's tired, he's preoccupied. NO! As women, we do NOT need to give guys these excuses, and we don't need them to only be into us when they're intoxicated. Elsewise, we'd be falling for guys that are drunk 24 hours a day, and that's no good. So be aware of that guy that's only into you once he has a few drinks in him. Can we give him the benefit of the doubt that first time? Yes. But when it seems like that's the only way he can express himself, he's not dating material. Period. I gave this guy so many chances and opportunities letting him know that I was interested and received nothing in return. Next please.